Ten years ago I woke up in the psych ward with the belief that I was the second coming of Jesus Christ. Two days prior I wrote this crying for help to my mom coming clean about everything in the months and weeks leading up to that day. I have not shared this letter with anyone […]

For the rest of my life, I want it to be absolutely beautiful. I want to continue to wake up every day more excited than the next. I want my mind to be at peace. I want to reach out to as many people as possible. I want my life to be remembered as someone […]

Who’s in control of the narrative here? At one point in my life I thought you could just write your life down or imagine it and as you work towards it it would all play out. But life isn’t like that. Life changes directions even when you do not plan it that way. I’ve seen […]

I have a very close friend and she was really struggling. She knows me better than almost anyone. My mood never changes, I never overreact, always smiling, content and excited about each day. “You’re not a normal person,” she would say. If she got upset sometimes she would take it out on me, but I […]

Forgiveness… Isn’t that what we are all set out here to practice? Think about it in your own life. Do you have friendships that are broken for one reason or another? Is it just one thing or one event that led that friendship to fall apart? Do you ever find yourself thinking about that friend […]

I died and lived to tell about it. You’ve heard about the past. Most of you probably know my story at this point. Life was interesting before. It was almost too interesting. It was way too crazy and way too out of hand. I was definitely living, but I most definitely was not living how […]

There is very little that scares me and I will even go to say that I am not even afraid of death. Why? Because I am truly happy in all aspects of life. That is something I read that happy people are not afraid of is death. When I read this, I questioned myself if […]

DIVINE INTERVENTION: a term used for a miracle caused by God’s active involvement in the human world   Might sound crazy to some, but I have felt. I am certain of it and to try to describe the feeling is almost impossible. He was with me that snowy night in January 2011 and I will […]

Imagine waking up in the morning and being unable to move to get yourself out of bed just waiting for someone to come in that door to get you up. Your patience is tested. It is terrifying at first. Just the feeling of being trapped is something that is hard to get over. Every day […]