Not everybody likes me. I know that. It’s not just true for me. It’s a fact of life for EVERYONE. All my “friends“ on Facebook, they’re not all friends. I know a lot of them could care less about me. I’ve seen their true colors in real life. What’s on their Facebook wall is not a true reflection of who they are. I’ve been humiliated by some of these people, tortured, ridiculed and many of them have talked behind my back. I’m not stupid. I know what a true friend is and true friends and family are all that matter. That number of friends on Facebook is just a number and it is just people that I have run into in life and many of them I do not even know why I care to have them as a friend on Facebook.
The thing about me though is I really do not care what you think about me. Not in the slightest at all. I’m completely unoffendable (I know that’s not a word, but whatever) and if you think you can bring me down then you are out of your mind. The only people I truly care about are those people that care about me. Those people that truly care about me are the only ones that can give me a piece of their mind. They are allowed to tell me what I am doing right and what I am doing wrong. It’s called constructive criticism and it’s the only criticism that I take because I use it to make myself a better person. So if I don’t care about you and you don’t care about me then don’t try to come at me with anything because you are totally wasting your time. It will get you nowhere.
I’ve been through hell and back. I have experienced more as a 31-year-old than most people experience in their entire life. I’ve completely lost my mind twice. I’ve battled addiction. I’ve battled depression. I’ve lost the use of most of my body. The thing is I still keep going. I use adversity to make me stronger.
Mentally you cannot break me. I can handle anything you throw at me. I never let the little things get to me and I haven’t had a bad day in nearly 7 years. People try to bring me down all the time, but it doesn’t work and they can’t stand it. I absolutely love it. I never lash back in anger. I smile at the haters and laugh everything off. I just know it drives them absolutely crazy because people love drama. They feed off of negativity and arguments that get you nowhere. But you’re not going to get it from me.
I have lashed out a few times, but sometimes it may take years being around one particular person for me to finally put them in their place. The thing is I always try to be kind to everyone and treat everyone with respect. Then other people tell me that those people are talking behind my back and it just makes me scratch my head. What did I do wrong? Why so much resentment?
Honestly, I think a lot of people think that I come off as the type of person that thinks they’re better than everyone else, but that simply isn’t true. I try to see the good in everyone else. I listen intently and try to take interest in other people’s lives. One thing I do tend to do is make public what is going on in my life and I think many people will see that as me bragging and boasting about my accomplishments. I’m just an excitable person and I like to share with the world what is going on in my life. I’m not trying to brag. I’m just giving updates to the people that truly care about me.
A lot of people probably see me as an egotistical self-centered maniac, but that is not the case at all. I go out of my way nearly every day to reach people in need. I constantly get emails, Facebook messages or talk to people in person or on the phone that are struggling. I am always there to lend a helping hand because I do not want people to struggle like I had to struggle. I’ve been through so much and I can relate to so many different people about so many different issues and struggles that they are going through so I have too much to give so it would be selfish for me not to try to help these people. I don’t post on Facebook every time I do a random act of kindness. Random acts of kindness go a very long way and I wish more people would do them because the world would be a much better place.
To my friends on Facebook. I love and care about so many of you. I appreciate all of the support you have given me over the years. Thank you for always being there for me because I do truly love and care about people. I’m here for you as well. I just can see through the crap and I can read the difference between a good person and a bad person in less than a minute of meeting them. Thank you for all of you that are truly special people that truly care about everyone and care about the world around them. Keep spreading love and positivity. The world is better because of you. Always remember that random acts of kindness go a long way.
As for the haters, just go away or look at yourself in the mirror and grow up. I truly believe that so much hate comes from what people think about themselves and if they see someone else that is truly happy and living life they have resentment. So my big slap in the face to you is that I’m going to continue to live my life and continue to be happy regardless of what you say or do to me. All I care about is those that truly love me and care about me. So I will focus my attention on them. All of you haters can just go keep hiding under your rock or hide behind your keyboard, but just remember that you will never break me and I always will get the last laugh. Because happiness is what I am best at and I truly love myself but do you? I hope one day you come around because love is much stronger than hate.